Artwork Description:
... hottttt today.. my mind occupied with 'feelings'.. the worst of situations for this artist and the best !!.. had to get away from that.. cannot do anything about these for now.. the then, now,
when.. situation kind of feel.. and went downstairs, grabbed my drawing bag (the favorite mail lady
brought it for me from New Mexico.. sturdy canvas.. because it had artwork on it ;-0) ).. well.. i
took my stuff in my 'one inch' chamber.. arranged it on my white covered soft crunch me up pillow...
put chromopencils out.. and this work.. Had to get serious about this crickle crackle stuff.. cleaned it
away... and look.. took it from there for several hours.. angle on top of bed.. is different.. in deep
of my creative urge.. not rrealizing.. when I got up.. all stiff (am no spring chicken any more, as you
well know ;-) )... and looked down on this drawing
.. I noticed: candles to wheeny.. needs to be a
wide one in front the skinny two... not this little thing I drew.. Or several more.... can you imagine the reflections in the glass.. with that of the flowers.. wowwww.... so. .. The glass.. it is very prominent.. too prominent demanding space, even though I have to admit.. is starting to look pretty good like glass ;-0... All these artists who went to college, universities, take courses have this wonderful big advantage when it comes to 'realism' .. kind of.. learned for years everything... I didn't.. drove instead alone from Germany to Iran.. to see, if the guy I liked, I would love.. and well.. took several years to find out.. love was not enough.. and I and guy was not enough.. the two precious boys I raised for years, were.. grinnnnn... well.. that is where my studying went.. so now,I 'FEEL' my way through it still.. or throw
myself into it... every time.. since years.. either way.. learned and experienced more than can express.. so.. all of this will guide me to finish this drawing to my liking.. means.. will look beautiful.....
The glass on bottom-foot.. is on right not proportional.. will be changed.. the roses will most likely get a pot.. or other glass.. the white fantasy flowers will get some quirky thing, to stand in and get their water.. the squiggely things on left.. most likely will not be squiggely any more by the time I am through with movements.. the candles.. do not know yet.. will maybe be lit.. flickering.. or not.. so.. I am stoked, my glass turns out pretty cool.. guess, once in a while, I experience with other than abstract, kind of satisfaction with other.. smile biiig time...