Artwork Description:
YESTERDAY WAS FOR MY CORE A CAN'T GO ON DAY.. AND AS YOU KNOW, I SPONTANEOUSLY GRAB MY ART MATERIALS, LIKE RESCUE RING--AND THIS TIME IT WAS THE CLOSEST.. THIS PAINTING I AM WORKING ON FOR DAYS NOW.. HUES AND FORMS STARTED TO REFLECT MY DARKNESS.. AND I LOST FEEL OF CONNECTION TO THE BEGINNING, LIGHT PART OF THIS WORK.. THE MEANING OF TOMORROWS WAS COVERED UP IN DARKS.. COULD NOT STAND ALL THE BEAUTIFUL BASEIC GONE.. TOOK THE PAINTING AND WASHED PART.. THESE ARE WATER BASED OILS .. AND WITH THE FLOW OF WATER.. FLOW OF EVERYTHING RAN DOWN THE DRAIN.. MY MIND STOPPED.. THINKING.. FEELING NUMBED EVEN MORE.. COULD NOT SAVE IT.. LIKE CORE OF SELF WASHED AWAY.. RUNNERS ALL OVER THE OTHER PARTS.. SO I THOUGHT.. PANIC ALMOST, SINCE DIDN'T REALLY WANT TO.. I WILL RESTART.. REBUILD FEEL OF IT.. AND WASHED ALL OF IT OF.. GENTLY, WITH A FAN BRUSH.. LITTLE WAS LEFT.. YOU WILL SEE IN LEFT SIDE UPLOAD (ALTHOUGH I ALREADY WORKED A LITTLE ON IT AGAIN).. since 5 a. m. I AM PAINTING.. AND HOW.. CREATIVE HUNGER TO REBUILD SELF.. AND YOU SEE ME.. A LOT IN THE RIGHT SIDE.. WATCHING FROM OUTSIDE WHAT MAKES ME.. WHO AND HOW.. AND WHERE.. IN MY LIFE.. ON THIS PLANET.. LITTLE BIT MUCH TO ABSORB? YOU BET.. WILL UPLOAD MORE OF THIS WORK.