Artwork Description:
... translates my mood.. feelings.. bold, so means, quite intense.. imagination pictures situations that torture and are 'lived' inside.. heartbeat races incredible then, as if running.. only running lowers
bloodpressure... situations imagined, specially the hurtful ones and experienced inside, make my body
shake inside too.. like racing and cannot stop.. have you ever seen a horse scared.. and you talk calmly to quiet fear.. and still 'fibers of being' seem to 'twitch'.. kind of like that..'phases' often raise my
pressure up 30 points or more (I push myself to check, since physical conditions' symptoms react to
minds' lead.. get haywire.. fibrilation in this speed are scary, even though somewhere, I know to take next minutes etc.. breathing... deep.. and sloooow
... hold... and exhale same.. seems to get me
'grounded' in combination with grabbing charcoals
.. mind and body calms. Noticed also, that my
spontaneous writing urges.. everything.. at once.
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Spontaneous Writing c)............................................
Before nightfall, if at all-
Push yourself to make a call..
Five minutes of your time in
Face of waited hours-- of mine..
Think it is, if at all ?! Five minutes
Layaway- secure delay-
In face of the "not anymore exist"
Ever lasting love limit, set by you-
Exhausted....
Tosses at my core increments of love 'leftovers'..
Five minutes, if... at all.
To you, worth not more--
For me- a precious call. unedited 'Mignon'