Artwork Description:
So very hot today in my One-Inch Chamber. Was Already exhausted from obsessive creative work through last three days, when I uploaded my latest
progress on ECHOES series. Crashed on top of my
sleeping area.. familiar crunch pillow-for 2 hours. Woke up hot and wet from heat. But, am ready to
re-type description. This time, along side the right work in series. SO HERE I AM.. SEARCHING CORE.
RESONATES SO MUCH, OFTEN DIFFICULT TO EXPRESS ALL THESE VISIONS AND FEEL, THAT
MADE/MAKE MY ESSENCE. SEEMS, INFINITE DISCOVERIES IN FINEST DETAILS, ECHOE THROUGH,
TOUCH ME AND TRANSLATE IN SYMBOLIC LANGUAGE WITHIN MY ABSTRACT/SURREAL WORKS.
ECHOE TOUCH OF LOVE, PASSION, REFUSAL, PAINFUL RE-DISCOVERIES OF MOMENTS EXILED
BEHIND CORES DO NOT ENTER-DOOR. OR LOST KEY- DOOR. RECALL ALSO MOMENTS OF LONG
FORGOTTEN JOY, EUPHORIA. ALMOST PHYSICAL TOUCH,OF FORGOTTEN ONCE.... THEN AND WHEN.
FIND DISCOURAGEMENT AND NEXT SECOND COURAGE- TOUCHES OF OTHER ESSENCES, SO VERY
SPECIAL AT THESE MOMENTS, IN WHAT WE CALL TIME. I HELD MY WHITE COLORED CHROMO PENCIL
(Rickie Dickerson, great artist is hooked on them at present too- and she gifted several to me, thank
her- Just at right time, when mine went to 2 inch stub.. could not find any around here at Aaron Bros.
or Michaels stores.. No Dick Blick ,or other around here- plus too broke and in debts, to purchase
major art supplies.. Well I got what I need now. And that is all that counts. White chromo pencil. Happy)
AND THEN I SPONTANEOUSLY STARTED SOFT WHITE HUES ON MY GEORGOUS BLACK BACK GROUND!!
AS YOU MIGHT NOTICE, IN VERTICAL, THEN HORIZONTAL, RIGHT ANGLE, LEFT ANGLE ,
OVERLAPPING, COVERING. AND WITHOUT REALLY BEING AWARE OF, LET THE BLACK AND PAPER
TEXTURE RESONATE THROUGH. SHARPENED LINES AGAIN AND AGAIN, WITH WHITE, AND THIN LINES
BETWEEN, WITH BLCK CHROMO PENCIL. BRIGHTS OF SHARP WHITES SEEMED, WHEN CLOSE TOGETHER,
KNOCK OUT THE DEEP OF BLACK. MADE THEM INVISIBLE TO THE EYE. I WANTED THEM THERE, TO
DEFINE, CREATE ITS OWN SPACES, NO MATTER HOW THIN THE LINE OR SPACE. EACH IMPORTANT TO
COMPLETION OF WORK. THE MEANING OF IT STATED CLEAR- OR IF NOT, HIDDEN. BUT
ACKNOWLEDGED AS SUCH. AND LOOK !! WHAT CAME INTO EXISTENCE !!! A NEW FORM AND
OTHER. AND MORE ! IN THE TIME BETWEEN 6 a. m. to 12 midnight. AND THEN, JUST WHEN I DECIDED,
I AM TOO EXHAUSTED, TO CONTINUE , I WAS OVERCOME BY THIS IRRESISTABLE URGE, TO SOFT
WHITEN THE RIGHT BOTTOM CORNER. JUST TO LEAD INTO MORE DEPTH AND CONNECT FLOW
THROUGH WORK, TO EACH CORNER. BENEATH THE CHIN OF THE ABSTRACT, SYMBOLICAL OUTCRY
IMAGE. TOUCHED BARELY WITH CHROMO PENCIL - AND PULLED HAND BACK.. EYES HAD APPEARED
WITHIN THE LIGHT HAZE OF WHITE. WITH THIS LOOK OF KNOWING PAIN- BUT NOT ONLY- OHHH- I
NEEDED TO DISCOVER MORE.. GENTLY DARED CONTINUE- IS LIKE YOU TOUCH SOMEONE, YOU ARE PULLED TOWARDS, FIRST TIME AND DO NOT REALLY KNOW, HOW SENSES ARE GOING TO REACT.. BUT NEED TO TOUCH REGARDLESS- SOFTEST HUE - THERE WAS THE SLIGHTLY CURVED NOSE, THE
MOUTH- KNEW IT THEN.. FASCINATED FOLLOWED THIS EXPRESSION THAT CREATED INTO FACE..
HIGHLIGHTED ABOVE EYEBROW, WHITE, JUST A TOUCH IN EYES.- BEARD.. BEARD?? OH WELL. HE
HAS ONE, SO I DID LEAVE IT. THIS EXPRESSION OF IMAGE EXPERIENCED EXISTENCE OF ALL FEEL-
BUT WHY IN MY SYMBOLICAL ABSTRACT/SURREAL PIECE.. IMAGE IS REALISTIC APPEARING. FELT, I
NEEDED TO ERASE THIS SPECIAL FACE , THAT CAME IN FROM BEHIND VEIL .. LIKE STEPPING OUT OF THE
FOG.. STARTLING TO ME FIRST. IT TOUCHED ME,,
YOU NOTICE, I COULD NOT ERASE IT. AND THE
MORE I VIEW, AND FEEL THROUGH MY ECHOES OF CORE, THE MORE HE BELONGS THERE. HE IS GOING
TO STAY. AND YOU KNOW TOO- LOOKS AMAZINGLY RIGHT.