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LOOK AT THESE IMAGES.. TONIGHT, OR TOMORROW MORNING.. YOU WILL NOTICE DIFFERENT 'FEEL'.. THIS TIME, WITH AWARE INTENT ON THIS ARTISTS BEHALF.. MY LARGE FACE IN THERE IS WAYYYYY TOO 'SWEET'.. NICENESS.. AS IS CALLED SO OFTEN.. DOES NOT NECCESSARILY SHOW TRUE EMOTION.. AND I AM A BUNDLE OF EMOTIONS- FEELINGS.. NOPE.. DO NOT SHOW WHAT I 'THINK' ON 'OUTSIDE' UNLESS VEIL IS TORN OFF-- SYMBOLIC EXPRESSION.. YOU MIGHT SEE FEEL.. AND THAT MAKES ME VULNERABLE.. LOVABLE.. AND ALSO OFTEN RECEIVED AS 'COLD'.. BUT NOT THE THOUGHT WITH IT.. IN MY PAINTINGS THERE IS ALL OF ME.. AND OTHERS WHO TOUCHED ME (not purely physical)LEFT A WHOLE LOT 'BEHIND' MY CORES 'LOST KEY FOR' DOOR... DO NOT ENTER IS OFTEN THIS VOICE FROM INSIDE.. AND GUESS, WHAT I DO... ENTER WITH A BANG.. WELL.. I WILL GO PAINT NOW... MIND RACES AGAIN.. AND CORE CALLS FOR DECISIONS.. DIRECTIONS- WHICH I HAVE PUT OFF FOR TOO LONG.. RELUCTANCE OF TOUCH OF HURT.. AS WELL AS HAPPINESS.. WHY, SO CALLED HAPPINESS.. FOR ME- IT ALWAYS SLIPPED AWAY. SO.. I SEE THE SLIP AWAY FEEL- WHEN LAUGHTER OF HEART CALLS, I REMEMBER THE HURT.. AND STAY 'CLEAR'.. MISS SO MUCH.. OF WHICH?? I ASK.........
IS THERE SO MUCH 'GIVE' THAT I FORGOT, HOW TO RECEIVE... WELL.. I THINK.. I DO WITHIN MY CREATIVE WORLD.. AND STILL MAKES INSIDE WEEP... HEAR A VOICE LAUGH- AND IT IS FAR AWAY.. IN DISTANCE.. YET DISTANCE CAN BE OVERCOME.. AT A POINT, THERE IS - WHEN I LOOK UP.. LIGHTNESS OF HEART.. !?!.......... AT WHICH POINT IS GIVING.. HURTFUL... I KNOW, RECEIVING CAN BE... NEED TO WORK THROUGH THIS.. SEARCH... I BETTER GO PAINT. NOW!!!