Artwork Description:
..... creative core deeply 'engaged' lately.. charcoals do not leave my sight.. and yesterday.. thought, I might feel great with colors.. since for couple of hrs. the 'manic' urge to do everything at once carried me.. took my canvas.. did not want to 'feel' paper.. for some unknown to me 'reason.. but then.. do not need reason.. just the deep of feel fom inside.. figures.. symbolic voice.. colors appeared on black.. placed it there.. is a huge in feel difference.. if I place.. which hand does in certain way.. than 'pulling' images out, of darks, or whites etc. .. which are there.. for me already.. waiting.. just to do 'that'.. channeling in some way, I believe it is named.. mind at utmost sensitivity.. hands feel almost hot and when i place hand about 2 to 3 inches from surface, i touch.. feel heat connect.. and automatically hands move in strokes.. .. colors or not.. well.. and today.. just wanted to continue the certain in placing voice of core.. the symbolic.. fingers reached for the white colored pencil.. started moving in scribbles first... then did not stop.. until 'HE' was there.. looking straight in my soul.. from within.. my soul.. hmmm.. this one flew over my head.. but there is no other way to express this..
.. thing is.. I 'met ' him before.. coming out of my 'paper'.. just was much 'younger'... he traveled far.... I feel.. cannot wash him off.. urges to continue... feel..... must continue...
hear 'his' presence... movements...
.... the man 'without' a face.. in my darkness of dreams.. I have seen him now.. appear under my fingers.. three times... every time 'different'.. yet every time 'same'... my core 'knew' him..
.. Know myself too... so.. will see.. how long he is going to 'stay'.. and take 'form'... might just be.. he 'ends up ' totally 'other..
.. hmmm.. kind of think.. will not.......
I need more canvases.. paints.. so when urge to create other.. will not cover.. what already brought into existence.. which I already acknowledged.. and 'claimed'...