Eight p. m. the camera 'sees' sharper and stronger hued than I do.. specially i. evening outdoor light.. Daytime shows much softer in glasswork.. clear.. but softer.. Flowers intense colored.. same.. Candles
also.. worked on those all afternoon.. Notice, I got my violet in ;-). just craved violet..'tastes' different..
. urged me on.. plus I do not feel so good.. body signals 'slow down'.. plus personal 'stress'.. days and
nights take 'toll'.. pressure.. I put on self.. Plus, it is hot outside and in my 'one inch chamber'. Well.. It
starts looking like a painting.. must be the mostly 'painter' inside self.. beautiful 'intense'.. not too much .. smile now, thinking of that with self .. just right for the art piece to make it 'mine'.. if you
know, what I mean. Do not 'get' it.. why I 'crave' strong hues when core cries.. and body 'naggs'...
maybe I get energy .. must be.. to move away from what is hurtful.(extremely sensitive and imaginative
)-- and create beauty .. reminder of.. Well.. I try to
stop thinking.. and let subconscious take me 'away'
towards 'the will see'...